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Serious concern
Posted:Jun 6, 2021 10:21 am
Last Updated:Jun 8, 2021 1:56 pm
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At least no one came to kill me or me, I sat outside today with m panic alarm in hand in case a fake man showed up. His profile is gone. He knew where I live. He is only “45 minutes away.” Fuck. He was not real. He stopped texting and blocked his profile. This was supposedly a well educated man that lives in the finger lakes. OMG. SexyMassage5 is his username. He is not who he poses to be. Beware. Beware ladies and gents. I gave my fucking address to him. I am the stupidest person in the world......but, I am not.....shows you how easy it is to become a target. I am a target today.
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Sadness
Posted:May 29, 2021 11:33 am
Last Updated:May 30, 2021 10:13 am
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For most of you that take the time read my blogs, you know I am a doctor.

. Today is so emotionally draining but par for the course. I sat with a lucid patient on hospice early this morning. When I called to see if she was still alive, the nurse told me that she was crying, depressed and withdrawn. She is dying. I threw on some clothes...it was 0615 and went to sit with her. I knew she needed me. I have been her cheerleader for 3 years during her fight with metastatic cancer. I took on that role because I am not medical oncologist. I have been on the sidelines.

It is really hard to watch people die as lucid as she and my father were. Knowing they are dying. Not ready to die. I am trained to help them though. That is my job. I take job very seriously. I helped her today. Then, I left and cried really hard. I cried for her, her and his wife and for her amazing loving friends. I told her she is not allowed to be sad and depressed in the days she has left. is no saving her. . I feel too. But, she has had a beautiful life. These are easy words for me to say......I am not in her shoes.

But, I made her laugh. I absolutely adored her nurse. A teacher in the nursing program here for 50 years! He is probably the best teacher that school has. He was funny, riveting, compassionate and caring. Wow. All I can say is wow.

I left her with 6/ pain.

I went see my best friend after. She is not ok. She has medical problems that I am fearful will be her morbidity for the rest of her life. 2 years younger than I am. She is not ok. .

So, I tell these stories because life is too short to care about 💩. really is.

Let yourselves go. Safely of course. But, live. Live while you can.

I am not longer worried about the little things. This site for me is little. But, I do enjoy the friends I have met here and continue communicate with.

I don’t need more
Annielis
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Chivalry is dead
Posted:May 26, 2021 10:32 am
Last Updated:Jun 1, 2021 2:25 pm
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I am sad about this fact. Men don’t ask women out for dinner anymore? Daytime meeting only so as to not waste time on a woman. Very interesting. I know I have been out of this dating game for 3 years but I never. It is much worse than I could have imagined.

Now, I did have several invitations to take me out for lunch or dinner from a few men on my birthday. I had my eyes on one that I thought I would connect with. Ummmmmm. Very sweet of the true men asking me out. Shame on me for being so stupid.

I don’t beat around the bush about anything. I think that some men need to learn some basic manners. Do you really think that a woman is that stupid?

We are not that stupid. Stop treating us like we are.

On a more positive note, I absolutely loved Myrtle Beach. I had a perfect week. I saw clouds one morning. I did do some work while there but I did it every morning. My days were spent beaching and pooling!

It has been a hard year for all. I recommend a getaway if feasible. Good luck, stay safe, get vaccinated, and ask ladies out!
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Not real
Posted:May 24, 2021 4:12 pm
Last Updated:May 25, 2021 8:58 pm
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I must be the stupidest woman inthe world. Neither of these men are real.
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“Fake fuck”
Posted:May 24, 2021 7:13 am
Last Updated:Jun 1, 2021 2:25 pm
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A guy messaged me “fake fuck”. What the hell does that even mean? I was not so cordial in my response to him before I blocked him. Now, call me old fashioned, I am in fact 54 years old today, but I don’t know for the life of me what that meant. First of all, I am a straight shooter. I do not lead on and I find men here that I know I would like. I do not sleep around. I have sewn my oats though. I am not scared to admit that I have had a little “fun” but not so much that it makes me a slut or inhuman for that matter.

I guess I question his motive. Why engage someone in such a tone in 2021? I have said it before and will say it again, we are all looking for some sort of connection. If that is pure lust, have at it. I don’t care. It is just not for me. That dies not make me fake. It makes me honest.

I have no problem with my sexuality or my wants and needs. I am just not here for sex. There is nothing wrong with honesty. There is certainly nothing wrong with looking for a connection.

I am no way fake in any way, shape or form. I will not entertain such rude comments and behavior.
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Resetting
Posted:May 20, 2021 1:52 pm
Last Updated:Jun 6, 2021 6:34 am
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I traveled Myrtle Beach myself this week. A reset. You see, I have been contemplating leaving my job for the past few months. A career I spent 1/2 a million dollars on. Yes, that is what doctors spend on education. Such an investment in your mind and your ability. I knew I was when I decided do . I knew was the right investment. But, I have been struck with the expectation and pressure I have endured for over a year now. I question if this is right for me now. I don’t have another blog...not one for doctors struggling. I figured out yesterday when I got here and Ed Sheeran was playing on my IPod in my rental car that I had not grieved the death of my father. He died last April. During COVID. I have been in such a place professionally that was so demanding that I could not take the time to grieve his death. I get it that COVID has been hard on the world, but no one has considered physicians. I am angry about that. I have selflessly put my own loss behind all other loss....I am I am today. I finally get to grieve the loss of the most influential man of my life. My dad. My rock. My loss.....
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Bumble
Posted:May 6, 2021 5:57 pm
Last Updated:May 20, 2021 3:34 am
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I am going make all of you men laugh. So, there have been a lot of questions about why I am on BoodiGo. Well, let me tell you about Bumble. LOL. The well educated men I have met on Bumble want sex from me. LMFAO. So, there is probably no a dating site in 2021 that has men not looking for sex. So, in retrospect, 2020 was a hard year of isolation. I think probably a lot of men AND women are looking for sex. Maybe, a connection. I have determined that none of us are different. Human touch, human talk, human anything. We all crave something human. To rid ourselves of such grueling isolation. So, stop questioning where I am. Figure out why you are where you are. Do not expect that we are all in the same place. Close but no cigar. Stay safe. Use condoms. My area is super high in gonorrhea and chlamydia.... sorry, Dr in me
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Lucky man, bad response
Posted:May 5, 2021 5:14 pm
Last Updated:May 7, 2021 4:39 pm
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So, there was one man on here that I was planning meet. One man. The only man I truly had interest in. Unbelievable. He could not meet me virtually before I traveled meet him🤦🏻‍♀️😳🤫🤔. I have been trying figure it out I am traveling in 2 weeks all by myself a beach. A beach and a pool. Thank the Lord for sun, water and relaxation. This man was invited meet me......ummmmmm. Oops. Maybe not a real profile. Maybe a 43 year who truly just wanted sex. I think there was more. I can’t explain, but I am not meeting him anymore.🙏❤️🙏
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Figure it out
Posted:May 3, 2021 5:03 pm
Last Updated:Jun 5, 2021 1:37 am
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I realized tonight just how short life is. Maybe I am supposed to live that life alone with focus only on my career. I don’t know. I don’t think this is the place for me. That being said, the only man I want to meet is here. Good luck. I want something more meaningful in my life. That makes me different.
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Heading to bumble or tinder
Posted:Apr 29, 2021 3:06 am
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2021 5:59 pm
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I hate the thought of going back these dating sites. You think no one is real here? It is much worse on those sites. I have never met anyone in a few years! It is very odd. But, this site is not working out for me either. It truly is a sex site. Good luck with that. I am losing faith in the male species. Maybe that means I will be alone forever. But, for me, the alternative is worse. I will not sacrifice my values, needs or desire for a little sex.

And, I will never consider anyone again who does not live in my immediate area. So, don’t waste my time.
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Worst experience ever
Posted:Apr 11, 2021 7:52 pm
Last Updated:May 1, 2021 9:58 pm
1550 Views

I had such a horrific experience with a man on here. I have absolutely no idea the motive behind this interaction. It made lose faith in people. Or, in the process of trying to meet new people. Maybe it is just really not meant for everyone. I would enjoy a much more than a man.
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Education requirements
Posted:Apr 11, 2021 10:37 am
Last Updated:Jun 13, 2021 12:29 pm
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I don’t fool around here. I am serious about who and what I am looking for. If You don’t have the level of education that I desire, then please do not contact me. I will not answer. My bad that I allowed myself to lose sight of that. It doesn’t mean that there are not wonderful men out there that have “some college”, but they are not for me. Sorry, I am honest. I want what I want. End of story.
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A guy
Posted:Mar 6, 2021 3:22 pm
Last Updated:May 5, 2021 4:33 pm
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Today, I had a guy message me to be friends. He and ai have messaged before. I told him to ask me a date. He s not in that place in his life. OMG. THAT MAKES LAUGH SO HARD. What place are you in buddy? Not in a place have my energy or effort. It is bizarre that a man alone in his 50s is “not in that place in his life”. Grow old looking for sex, babe. That is a great plan.

I have no interest in you as a friend. I don’t need more of those. I don’t. If a man is so fearful ask a woman a date then he should be looking for sex. I know we don’t think the same, men and women. But, either be a man and your fears of actually meeting a worthy woman or leave me alone.

I blocked him. I have absolutely no interest in such a coward.

I will say that I get a lot of attention here. Too much. I leave IMs hanging because there are so many. But, on the same token, I share my photo on IM. You will not do the same. Really? Scared to show me a picture on IM .....like I am going to share it with the world. Do you actually think that a woman will accept your invitation to breakfast when you cannot even show her your face ?

You men are from Mars.
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